Wednesday, February 16, 2005
gee, what a joke..what an episode of my life..
the guy I had a big crush on..he's married!!!
and the truth is...
so what?
wasnt LOVE UNCONDITIONAL... :-) yes it is.
:-)
well,,,this is email I just wrote to him...then.
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Hey
I really enjoyed the chat we had in the northern line tube...after u left, I couldnt stop laughing at myself for what Ive done...gee, it's brilliant!
I really want to THANK YOU...I mean it...
I learnt so much (and am still learning as Im still living) and it was really a liberating experience for me... maybe one of the best thing that ever happened to me.
Letting go of my fear was the biggest thing for me and as I let go of my fear, it did let me go..it freed me. I am still who I am..nothings changed... Im realizing that we have so much love in ourselves but not expressing it enough becuase of Fear. so thank you.... and now I will have to thank your wife too as she's part of you, part of this universe. oops...NOw I think of it..HAD I KNOWN u had a wife, I wouldve got MORE chocolates so that you two have enough! :-) sorry I just didnt know. hehe.
I have nothing but love for life itself... so I cant really lose anything, can I. :-) the only thing i need to do is to express and share it with others I guess... which I do everyday either by smiling at people or by Dancing or giving chocolates to someone who's happily married.
Life is beautiful and I will see u around!!
smiles
robin
the guy I had a big crush on..he's married!!!
and the truth is...
so what?
wasnt LOVE UNCONDITIONAL... :-) yes it is.
:-)
well,,,this is email I just wrote to him...then.
-------------------------------
Hey
I really enjoyed the chat we had in the northern line tube...after u left, I couldnt stop laughing at myself for what Ive done...gee, it's brilliant!
I really want to THANK YOU...I mean it...
I learnt so much (and am still learning as Im still living) and it was really a liberating experience for me... maybe one of the best thing that ever happened to me.
Letting go of my fear was the biggest thing for me and as I let go of my fear, it did let me go..it freed me. I am still who I am..nothings changed... Im realizing that we have so much love in ourselves but not expressing it enough becuase of Fear. so thank you.... and now I will have to thank your wife too as she's part of you, part of this universe. oops...NOw I think of it..HAD I KNOWN u had a wife, I wouldve got MORE chocolates so that you two have enough! :-) sorry I just didnt know. hehe.
I have nothing but love for life itself... so I cant really lose anything, can I. :-) the only thing i need to do is to express and share it with others I guess... which I do everyday either by smiling at people or by Dancing or giving chocolates to someone who's happily married.
Life is beautiful and I will see u around!!
smiles
robin
