Life is Beautiful

it's been a while since I wrote this. Ive been very busy for the last 2wks...did a commercial for Baileys..how fun it was. and yes, great money too..(thou it'll take a while to get the check, i was told..)

For the first time in a while, did I laugh so much..I felt so lucky to have been given a chance to work with them all. absolute fab.experience. great laugh and great fun. :-)
however...will write more about it later. bye for now...

Monday morning...well, it's rather close to 'afternoon' now.
all my limbs feel like a tone of lead. I didn't do anything physical so I dont understand..have been busy and went to bed really late last night. so maybe that's why then.

I got an email from Darren that he won't be using me for his new project. There were only 7 dancers and he wanted to use 3 or 4.. so i guess he was looking for a very different style of dancers to mine. Well, life brings me the best things so I guess it wasn't one of them. however, being already tired and getting the news made me a bit more tired -thou I accept it wasn't my place. I felt kinda 'alone' ... wanted to talk and be with someone..like a good friend..listening to nice music or watching a good movie.

oh, Tids emailed me this morning saying that she's also doing the Baileys. Hurray! it'd be so cool to be working with her and all the other dancerssssss. cant wait!

what a mad week it's been..2 auditions and a re-call..then teaching a dance class and then english to my new students..meeting up with new people..

wanna hypernate !!

a great news thou, that I get to do the commercial for baileys..would be able to shout my parents when they come here now..great! and that I get to work with Rob and Liam..the exDV8 dancers. they are AMAZING and i just cant get over the fact that I will be doing it with them!!!!!!
hurray!

it's already august..feel like it's really time for me to DO something...I did a photoshoot yesterday with Ed and it was really interesting..used some fabric materials and am really curious how it would all come out..anyway, was thinking today that Id love to have my own place..as in Id like to live where I can decorate and plant some flowers or just have some pot flowers even (went to this flower/plant market yesterday and it obviously had some impact on me i guess) and chill out..listening to music and invite friends over for dinner and stuff...slowly but surely, I feel that it's time for me to move on..?!

went to a library this morning and got a new lib.card. then got a booke called Great Expectations out. gotta read it.
alrighty, am off now.
ciao.